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Akwaaba!

IMG_1740I feel a bit guilty because I’m in my hotel room when I should be downstairs participating in Gabrielle Civil’s performance workshop. But I ran into G on my way upstairs and she said I was overdressed so I decided to change and then realized I was starving and so ordered room service instead. My first day in Accra has been wonderful–there was some randomness at the terminal but Rashidah Ismaili herded us together, we got our visas stamped, and we all boarded the plane ready to get some sleep. The flight was fairly uneventful except for some serious turbulence on the way down, but we landed with no problem and made our way through customs without a hitch. There was a disturbing sign at the airport–I couldn’t decide whether or not to take a photo, but it basically said “Welcome! Unless you’re a pedophile or other sexual deviant, in which case you should go someplace else.” There’s a sexuality panel at the conference and I’ll be interested to know just who qualifies as “deviant” in this country. We piled into the van that was waiting for us and our guide chatted amiably as we drove to the hotel. She asked everyone which country they were from and then noted our race–or mine, anyway, which she declared to be “white.” Rashidah went off and reminded us all of Nkrumah’s message on Pan-Africanism: “We are all African!” Here, except for Rashidah (below, right) who was born in Ghana, we are all “obruni”–maybe not white, but foreign. And we’re all hyphenated–born in one place, IMG_1741living in another. The guide explained that she only meant to say I was “bright,” and I wasn’t offended. Frankly, we were having too much fun–imagine being in a van full of black women scholars, artists, and writers! This is heaven for me. When we got to our rooms we cleaned up and then joined the conference organizers Rosa, Kinna, and Jaira in the lounge. They promptly ordered food for us (Ghanaian food is delicious but SPICY) and we relaxed for a while before filling the goody bags for participants and VIPs. The warmest welcome came from Kinna Likimani (below, left) who blogs at Kinna Reads (she’s also the daughter of Ama Ata Aidoo and director of Mbasem, a foundation founded by Aidoo that promotes African women writers). I was amazed and honored to learn that *I* was the person she was most looking forward to meeting! Today we spent an hour talking about the challenges promoting literacy in Ghana. I think Kinna’s onto something when she talks about the need to collaborate with churches. One church here gathered 5000 children for a discussion on “developing good habits.” And, of course, one such habit is reading books! And buying books, and treating them like the valuable tools they are. IMG_1746We also talked about the need to get quality books into the schools—books that aren’t holdovers from British colonial rule but rather reflect the contemporary realities of African children. I also met Deborah Ahenkorah (right) this morning–this amazing Bryn Mawr graduate was at her booth promoting her organization Golden Baobab, which also promotes literacy and African writers of children’s literature. It’s inspiring to see women here in Ghana tackling the very same issues we face in the US and Canada–there’s so much to learn and share!

Ok, my lunch arrived and I stopped to devour it (joloff rice with vegetables and fresh pineapple, which is white here, not yellow, and much sweeter), which left my lips burning (pepper!) so I went in search of more water. Then the power went out for a moment so I think I better wrap this up and head back downstairs for the first panel on Identity and IMG_1748Creativity. Then it’s time for the opening plenary, which will feature Ama Ata Aidoo and Angela Davis in conversation! And then we have the reception hosted by NYU Ghana. I’m pacing myself—woke with a headache this morning and so skipped breakfast and slept a while longer. I went downstairs to the terrace and bought some books and a cool t-shirt from Deborah, IMG_1747chatted with her and Kinna, and then came back up for lunch. International travel is daunting in some ways, but I’ve got an awesome support team and already feel motivated to do *more* when I get back to NYC. Yesterday Rosa asked for suggestions—what do you ask Angela Davis before she receives a lifetime achievement award? I said, “If Assata Shakur is now a terrorist and a threat to national security, what does that say about the rest of us?” It means women writers of African descent are DANGEROUS! The world better watch out…

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at a loss

imagesAfter writing close to 2000 words yesterday, I finally finished The Deep! I wrapped up shortly after midnight, falling just shy of 47K words. I thought I might work on revisions today but find I’m at a loss for words. Even this post will be short because I am TIRED. Went for a walk/run with a friend this morning followed by brunch, and then caught up with another friend on Skype. And then CRASHED. Will try to get some grading done tonight and then I have to prep for my two school visits tomorrow morning. Spring break is two weeks away and I definitely feel ready for a few days off, though I have another writing project waiting in the wings. I filed my taxes this weekend and got a reality check—my writing income was only $20K, which clearly isn’t enough to live on. I need to start thinking about how to shift the balance so that I don’t rely on teaching to cover most of my expenses. January marked the tenth anniversary of my graduation from NYU, and I don’t ever regret getting my PhD but wonder what my degree will be worth in another ten years. The publishing industry is in crisis and one could argue that the academy is, too…for now the goal is simply to keep writing!

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Support Women Writers of African Descent TODAY – ONLY 10 DAYS LEFT!

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DRAFT PROGRAM NOW AVAILABLE ONLINE

img342Yari Yari Ntoaso: Continuing the Dialogue – An International Conference on Literature by Women of African Ancestry is a free major symposium that will put writers, critics, and their readers from across Africa, the USA, Europe, and the Caribbean in dialogue with each other in Accra, Ghana, May 16-19, 2013. The public can help support authors’ participation at www.indiegogog.com/owwa and can register at http://www.owwainc.org/gettingthere.html

WHY FUND?

Where does your money go?  Most of our 50+ participants are paying their own way to Ghana through their jobs, their own finances, or other fundraising.  But a number of our participants who are not university professors and not in the US or Europe are having a hard time raising their travel costs.  Money from the online fundraising campaign will support writers who do not have other means to get to Yari Yari – writers from countries like Zimbabwe, Kenya, and Nigeria – and independent writers in the USA. Help us ensure that diverse voices are present at Yari Yari!

WHAT WILL YOU FEEL?

It’s true; Yari Yari is about feeling good – you’ll feel great when you see the program [in the “gallery” section at www.indiegogo.com/owwa ] You’ll also feel great when you see what the thank-you gifts are for your donations – bags, dvds, signed books, and other fun stuff. By giving any amount, you’ll be added to our YYN list, so even if you can’t attend the conference you’ll receive information about where you can find photos, text, and other updates we’ll post online from Accra.  In fact, you can see lots of photos, videos, and a full list of participants – as well as the program – right now in our “gallery” at www.indiegogo.com/owwa

FORWARD…

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We have less than two weeks left – the more money we raise, the more writers we can help.  Please give what you can now at www.indiegogo.com/owwa (checks also accepted; see below).

THANK YOU!

The OWWA Executive Board of Directors

OWWA is deeply saddened by the loss of its President and Co-Founder, Jayne Cortez, the amazing poet, performer, and activist described by The New York Times as “one of the central figures of the Black Arts Movement.”  The Cortez-Edwards family encourages donations in Jayne’s name to OWWA.  Donations are tax-deductible and can be made at www.indiegogo.com/owwa or mailed to

P.O. Box 652; Village Station; New York, NY 10014.

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time to reflect

Many thanks to Sofia Quintero for sharing these really useful reflection prompts on Facebook. You can find the complete article (“Your Personal Year in Review”) by Ariane de Bonvoisin here.

* What was the best thing that happened to me this year?
* What did I do this year that I’m really proud of?
* Who did I really help?
* Who do I need to thank and acknowledge for having been there for me?
* What are the top three lessons I learned?
* What increased my happiness and joy this year?
* What’s something I got through that was really tough?
* What did I avoid that I must pay more attention to in 2009?
* What character trait did I develop most this year?
* What new people did I meet that are now in my life?

I completed my annual end of year slideshow—2012 was challenging, but it was also full of blessings. Thanks for sharing my journey!

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a very British Xmas

IMG_1664I’ve only spent two days in London and I already feel like I’m about to OD on all things British! I did come here to immerse myself in British culture but last night I turned on CNN for a break. I think this is my sixth or seventh time coming to London and that means I’ve seen all the main tourist attractions. What’s nice about this trip is that I don’t really *have* to do anything. I wanted to write but forgot to bring along an adapter and so for the past two days I haven’t had access to my laptop. On Saturday I got in around 10:30am, bought an Oyster card, hopped on the Tube and had no trouble finding my way to this lovely little flat in Islington. This isn’t a tourist area from what I can tell—no hotels, just lots of trendy restaurants and boutiques. It’s been raining a lot and I’m sorry to see so many parts of the country experiencing the same flooding that affected so many New Yorkers after Sandy. Folks still seem festive, however, and even those in the affected areas are following the British mantra of “Keep calm and carry on.” I got some groceries (shepherd’s pie, a ploughman’s sandwich, and Hobnobs) and then spent the rest of Saturday sleeping off jet lag and watching TV—did you know Guinevere on the show Merlin is a woman of color? All the shows I normally watch on PBS are on regular rotation here—and Xmas day promises new episodes of Call the Midwife and Downton Abbey. And I suppose I’ll watch the Queen’s Xmas message since I’m here. IMG_1666On Sunday I took a Dickens & Shakespeare walking tour and met a nice couple from Florida; even though I’m here to get away from all the drama in the US, it felt good to talk about the gun control debate with them. After the tour ended I stopped by the Tate Modern and toured The Tanks—amazing industrial art spaces that utilize the building’s former oil tanks. South African William Kentridge was one of the featured artists and I love his collage/stop-animation. Afterward I walked back to London Bridge and shopped at the Borough Xmas Market where I bought two meat pies and jars of Jumbleberry Jam and High Dumpsie Dearie Jam. “That’s very British,” said the vendor, which is why I bought it, of course. Now I’m ready to make a shift. Today’s plan is to visit the Dickens museum, though I’m off to a slow start. I found a Caribbean eatery last night while scouring Upper Street for an adapter so that may be my meal of the day. There’s an exhibit on London, Sugar & Slavery at the Docklands but they’re closed until Thursday—the day I leave. Will try to squeeze it in before heading to the airport…

Yesterday when I came up from the subway I saw these two brothers playing “All I Want for Xmas” on steel drums! I filmed a bit but haven’t had luck posting it online. Will keep trying. In the meantime, why not pop over to The Book Smugglers and check out my guest post for Smugglivus? Time to venture out into the rain…

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men behaving badly

I managed to write 2300 words on Sunday, but only 200 words yesterday. Today I’m trying to get access to my work email account; apparently the IT team migrated my account but failed to set up a new mailbox in Outlook, which means I haven’t been able to communicate with my students since last week. Their first paper is due tomorrow, and I imagine panic has already set in. I have one particular student who seems emotionally unstable, and I’m hoping the dean’s office will get him the support he clearly needs. There’s been a lot of bad news lately—the prolonged, angry, violent response to an inflammatory anti-Muslim video made in the US makes the possibility of peace seem so remote. Presidential candidate Mitt Romney is *defending* remarks he made back in May that 47% of Americans (those voting for President Obama) are content to be dependent on government assistance. Even David Brooks found that idea despicable:

The people who receive the disproportionate share of government spending are not big-government lovers. They are Republicans. They are senior citizens. They are white men with high school degrees. As Bill Galston of the Brookings Institution has noted, the people who have benefited from the entitlements explosion are middle-class workers, more so than the dependent poor.

Romney’s comments also reveal that he has lost any sense of the social compact. In 1987, during Ronald Reagan’s second term, 62 percent of Republicans believed that the government has a responsibility to help those who can’t help themselves. Now, according to the Pew Research Center, only 40 percent of Republicans believe that.

Yesterday I turned off the TV. I’m reading a fantastic novel by Vincent Lam, The Headmaster’s Wager, but almost had to put the book down when I reached a passage that described in graphic detail the slaughter of two Cantonese girls by Japanese troops occupying Viet Nam. There are a couple of scenes of torture in the novel, which have lingered in my mind. Then I watched Season 1 & 2 of Luther, which is a British crime drama that’s more violent than any UK show I’ve seen to date. Idris Alba plays an expert detective who can’t control his own rage; after endless outbursts at home and on the job, Luther’s wife is murdered and his colleagues have no doubt believing him capable of such a crime. I ended the show wondering why we always seem to need violent men to stop violent men. I’m trying to finish Judah’s Tale and I’m always conscious of the fact that some people find my male characters “too good to be true.” Judah’s not perfect—no one is. But I *do* want him to serve as an example of a young man who actively resists the stereotypes that abound about black men. Still, I have to tell the truth. It’s hard.

I was on the train yesterday, reading, and had just reached another critical scene in The Headmaster’s Wager when I noticed someone standing in front of me. I looked up and it was my student—her smiling face instantly drew me out of the grim scene in the book, and then she held up the book *she* was reading: Angela Davis’ Women, Race & Class! We’re reading Chapter 1 in my Black Women in the Americas class. I had one student in my Black Male class admit that he looks at everything differently now. It’s a start…

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Yesterday I took a break from writing to watch Serena Williams win the US Open. What an inspiration! As I post my word count on Facebook every few hours, I’m surprised at the number of people who express admiration for my sense of discipline. I’m not sure that’s what drives me…I feel like I have (or am) a sponge, and I spend most of my time soaking up ideas; writing then is simply the act of wringing that sponge dry. It’s the easy part, in a way. Last weekend I wrote 2450 words and another 120 during the week; so far this weekend I’ve written 2300 words, which puts me at 4870–below my 900 words/day quota (7×900=6300). But the day has just begun…
I have some exciting news to share: And the Crowd Goes Wild!: A Global Gathering of Sports Poems came out on September 4th! The book’s first review, which came out on Labor Day, is posted here. The ebook version (PDF file) and the paperback version can be purchased at www.friesenpress.com/bookstore. Folks are also welcome, of course, to order the paperback version of the book from local independent bookstores. The paperback version will become available on Amazon.com, Amazon.ca, and Amazon.co.uk later in September. Libraries/bookstores can order the collection from Ingram Book Company.

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Timing is everything, right? Just before I left for the airport, I checked my email and found some bad news. “If you don’t listen, you’ll feel”—I tell my students that at the start of every semester, and yet here I am nearing 40 and I *still* have not learned to listen to *myself*. I remember having a debate with my therapist once over boundaries—she felt I wasn’t forceful enough when drawing that line in the sand, and I insisted that the people in my life merely swept the line aside. I don’t have problems setting boundaries, I have trouble POLICING my own boundaries once they’ve been set. I said no to a project several months ago, but the editors kept pressing and so I relented and spent a good portion of my summer working on an academic essay. It’s way over the word limit but I think it’s pretty good, and yet today I learned that the editors would like me to remove all traces of my “personal history.” In other words, “Don’t act like you’re a writer. Just be a scholar. Act like you didn’t write the two books you’re analyzing.” I *almost* sent off a terse reply but decided to wait, which meant I drafted endless imaginary emails in my mind during the flight from NYC to Charleston. Then I opened the door to my room here at the hotel and forgot about the endless pressure within academia to be something—someone—other than WHO I AM. I don’t know why I keep ending up in hotel rooms with canopy beds; I actually have a four-poster bed back in Brooklyn, but this feels so much more luxurious. My faculty grant is paying for this trip so I figured I might as well stay in a nice hotel. I keep thinking of that episode of Miranda where her friends seem to have more exciting lives so she claims she’s taking an exotic vacation but really just checks into a nearby hotel. Have you discovered the comic genius of Miranda Hart yet? Here’s a taste, in case you don’t happen to watch PBS on Friday nights…

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at a loss

My syllabi are done. My home workspace is almost in order—the second filing cabinet arrives today and once it’s assembled I’ll be done with the thigh-high stack of paper on the floor. Next week advising starts and then I head to South Carolina to conduct research for Judah’s Tale before classes start on the 28th. But right now I’m at a loss for words. On Monday I met with Ed Spicer and he told me about an amazing, innovative activity he does with his first graders. For five minutes, the children are allowed to daydream—no prompts, no guidelines, just time to sit and dream. Then when the five minutes are up, the children share their dream with a partner and the partner suggests ways to extend the dream. I often tell people that writing is 70% dreaming. And most days, I’m fine with that. But when you want the words to come and they don’t…you have to take a deep breath, close your eyes, and keep on dreaming…

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Black Dog Arts

Designing business cards when I should be writing…

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